Good morning, good afternoon or good evening wherever you are.  Today's post is almost the complete opposite of my last.  As we look into a mirror we see the front we put on shine back at us, we fake a smile as we laugh and we continue our charade as if everything is fine.  But the black mirror, it does not shine back the front we put on, it, in fact, looks deep into your soul and reveals the truth lying beneath.  That or I just need to stop watching so much Anime and getting sucked into to magical stories, I dunno!

That got rather deep for a second there.  I have been watching Spirit Pact with Sammy and although it is great it pulls at my heartstrings a little.  All the while there has been some stuff going on that has sent my mind into an extremely insecure frenzy.  I think for the most part its sorted, for now atleast, it is kind of hard to explain without going into a bunch of detail about myself that I would rather not have public.

Aside from all that I did have quite the difficulty putting this post together.  I had an image in my head of how I wanted to express myself but it is not at all right.  I wanted the darkness and the rain but also wanted my avatar to appear to be some kind of water drenched, dead looking, drained vessel with nothing left.  That didn't quite work, but I think this look is super cute which is why I blogged it anyway.  I think I will try my vision again sometime to get it perfect, probably some more ripped up clothing and wet hair would make the difference from this sweet and sombre look to a more drained and dead look.

So yeah, that's a glimpse into my mind right now.  Blogging is very much an expression of myself which is why I do so many different styles and themes.  I go with what I feel and what I am into at that moment.  These pictures almost serve as a diary of my mind.  Anyway, it's getting a bit too deep again, so am going to shut up now.

♥ Alex

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